I feel like I just killed my own baby. I taught her a lesson and myself. You are the nicest person ever. grow a backbone drop me. If someone lied to me flat out and hurt me so, I would just drop them. Why do I have to do that for you? Hopefully you learned a lesson from that. Nothing is your fault believe it or not. That was quite awkward, to tell you that you should drop me. Why am I talking for you? that is why I tried to get you to start things and make things happen. The truth was that I didn't care that much about it. I didn't care enough to take your feelings into the equation. Thats why I didn't want to constantly hurt your feelings. What I wanted to do was to get you to understand that you have every right should break it and take it. Apparently I don't want it enough to care. I care more about my toys than about you. I wanted to get you off the edge. You only pulled me off the edge to safety. Puns were intended as the real words. I didn't want you to get so attached to me that you would forgive me for everything. I knew you would forgive me for everything and anything I did. I was trying to open your mind to understand that your beautiful. you did nothing wrong. I got everything i needed from you but then I started to misstreat you. I didn't want anymore of that to happen. I especially didn't want to make you cry. At least not that much. I still don't believe I did what I did to you. I wasn't mad at you. I was just mad that you didn't put me in my place.

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craig